After working hard... After
experiencing hardship after another... These tears finally fall too.. Once
intend to hide, but cannot afford to do so. Allah tests servants in many ways... This is trials to me... Really sad... Today, I am very sad...
After trying to hide the entire difficult path, after trying to find a
solution, still do not see the solution. And, crying only that can be expressed
without words... I cried...
Now I know how difficult
it is living alone. Even outside looks very strong, but no one knows the inner...
It's not easy to build success without the support. The only true just ride
with no human can certainly help me until the end... I am sad... And crying again...
I realized, I actually live alone.... Quiet and empty in my personal zone.... I should not expect someone
else to lead me to walk.... I was supposed to walked alone not wait to guided... I
learned something... Even though they seem loved me so much, but it's only a
temporary feeling as sympathetic to me... Yes, I learned something about life
today....
Maybe I have to give up
something that I plan to have it... If necessary, and there is no power, I had
to let go... Although I was working towards that.... Maybe that does not belong to
me anymore... Crying is not to be
separated from me. Up to feel upset and felt myself too weak... Pain, only GOD
knows... I have to go step... Yes.. I really have too...
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