My SOUL... My SWEETHEART...

She's already turns 7 month old... Time is running fast... She make me happy... And she always make me SMILE... Tq dear my sweet lil ZARA..... I really miss her so much... And its hurts me.... 

Kelab SINAR PINTAR BAYAN BUDIMAN ~ Group 1/2013 2nd Session...

Hi there...

Here we are.... I'm conducting these activities with my colleagues @ PPAK on 20th April 2013.... Number of children participants 59 people not including the conduct staff. List the activities ~ "chicken dance, WII GAMES and make carnations flowers using tissue paper". Beautiful right? For your information, this kind of activity carried out on every Saturday first and third week @ PPAK. And of course... We are acting like a kindergarten teacher... So lovely.... Yaaa... U can call me CIKGU MURNI... Hakhakhak!!!

Sponsor goodies from Puteri UMNO Kota Setar... Tq so much......

T E A R S... I Really MEANT It...

After working hard... After experiencing hardship after another... These tears finally fall too.. Once intend to hide, but cannot afford to do so. Allah tests servants in many ways... This is trials to me... Really sad... Today, I am very sad... After trying to hide the entire difficult path, after trying to find a solution, still do not see the solution. And, crying only that can be expressed without words... I cried...

Now I know how difficult it is living alone. Even outside looks very strong, but no one knows the inner... It's not easy to build success without the support. The only true just ride with no human can certainly help me until the end... I am sad... And crying again... I realized, I actually live alone.... Quiet and empty in my personal zone.... I should not expect someone else to lead me to walk.... I was supposed to walked alone not wait to guided... I learned something... Even though they seem loved me so much, but it's only a temporary feeling as sympathetic to me... Yes, I learned something about life today....

Maybe I have to give up something that I plan to have it... If necessary, and there is no power, I had to let go... Although I was working towards that.... Maybe that does not belong to me anymore... Crying is not to be separated from me. Up to feel upset and felt myself too weak... Pain, only GOD knows... I have to go step... Yes.. I really have too...

PETRONAS Quay & Beras TerBAKAR....

30-03-2013
Langkawi... Langkawi... Lai lai lai.....
@ Petronas QUAY & Beras TerBAKAR....

AIR HANGAT Village, Langkawi

I'm very stressing now... Haha... Pressure work matters and all sorts of allegations that lasts... Try to rest my mind actually... Still talks about the trip to Langkawi last March... AIR HANGAT VILLAGE.... Free admission.... This place is beautiful and clean....